By the way, hello and this is my blogsite, which the last time I wrote here was barely four (4) months ago, and it was all about my predicament. Now, I'm shouting and singing in my mind "happy thoughts, happy thoughts, happy thoughts!"
Prior to this, my former student showered me with threatening messages. I will not delve much to the messages but it was too much endearing! Now, a new semester came and new set of students are coming along. I don't know what's going to happen but I'm still looking forward for a brighter, better and more memorable semester, unlike the last one. As what I will imply, "MAKE THIS SECOND SEMESTER BETTER THAN YOUR LAST!"
And he wanted me to report because I made his life miserable. I always do this: as much as possible, I shouldn't make the life of someone become miserable because I am not entitled to do that, because we have this word: KARMA. At the same time, he was bickering me with so much drama. Without him knowing, he's making it more complicated. Oh well, I just wanted this to forget and pray for my former student to have an enlightenment in his heart (as much as I wanted to understand him).
My good friend and I are now in the state of coldness because I failed one of his agenda. I just don't understand that I am not a friend here but part of the "agenda." The mistake is I don't have budget. But it was blown out of proportion (well, it's me don't worry). The only thing that I wanted is understanding. Understanding the situations each of his friends have. But, with thinking of happy thoughts, I still want this to end and come up again refreshed.
This is the "nth" time I failed to come to my dream place, Baguio City. At 28, I still don't know what kind of a place Baguio is. But I know soon enough, if given another chance to have a vacation I'll go there and explore, with or without (hopefully) someone to come with.
I am getting bored on what I am doing. I am pushing myself to do more but I guess my "teaching" skills are becoming wear and tear. Every time I listen to music, read books, engage to conversations, react to different issues, watch films and videos, and experience what life is, I want to put them into creative writing. Just a little bit of push, probably I'll be there. I wanted to become creative but I am scared, though criticisms will teach me! Anytime soon, I'll claim it!
Happy thoughts!!! Happy thoughts!!! I just wanted to fill my mind with happy thoughts!!!
Because I deserve to be happy and have a happy life, no matter what!!!
Toodles!!!
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